Friday, December 11, 2009

How many tears does it take to rip the fabric?

So lately I've been feeling a little torn and lost in my world. I know it's a small thing to be dealing with and that there are so many other bigger problems in the world but this is my blog and if I want to struggle through things here, I can. So there. *hands on hips* ;)

I feel like there's two different themes running through my brain and I'm not succeeding in being both and I can't pick one. One says that I need to be me and enjoy life and not live with regrets. The other says I need to be the best student I can be and spend all of my free time studying to get ahead of everyone so that I can get a good internship. I've been trying to balance them and I thought I was doing well but then I look at some of the other people in my class and they are either one or the other. Nobody really has the 'both' thing down. And that makes me question whether or not I can do it. Any suggestions?


On a lighter note, this week I not only finished decorating my townhouse but I baked some cookies and wrapped presents. And today I'm headed to SalemHome to help my momma clean and decorate and get food ready for their Pinochle group that's coming over on Saturday night. After that, it's time for Christmas party with some friends~ Yay for tonight! :D

Next week is finals and one is a take home and the other is an in-class exam. Two finals this semester. Not bad!

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